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Thursday 8 August 2013

Just By Yourself

Loneliness - This is the state of being alone in solitary isolation.

Some people prefer being alone but why? Why would someone want to be alone with no one to help them in case something goes wrong or no one to congratulate them for their achievements when something goes right? Some like to keep to themselves and I don't always understand why, if they were to tell someone, they could acknowledge you, they can learn more about you even if it is embarrassing.

I thought I was alone for a long time, with no one around me who understood the way I felt about everything in the world, I never once realized that I felt alone because I never asked for anyone's help or I never shared things about me to them.

I was sitting in the restaurant waiting for my parents, thinking that if I had to share everything with them, would I get a lecture or would they smile and be happy, I decided to keep to myself and I didn't want to bore my parents, so when I went back to school the following day I thought to myself if I could really keep everything to myself and I kept asking myself "why?" Why didn't I tell  my parents everything I wanted to in the restaurant, why did I choose to be alone in those experiences. 

I needed to tell someone about everything but I was to "comfortable" with my friends to tell them extremely personal things, so I started my blog, I have been entering all my thoughts into it. I named it "Teen Grade" don't ask me why but I felt alone in everything and it was the only thing I could think of, I have many views from many different places and it feels good to know that people out in the world know my stories and that I am not alone in this journey called life